Got registered into Thai school again....even though that means I have to do independent study and then go home to take midterms and finals. It's all worth it though, because I actually like going. The kids there are so adorable and its interesting to see non-Thai/Asian people there doing an epically awesome job learning ^^. But YAY for me now being in the first grade ^_^ I think it goes up to the 8th grade @_@ So many years left to go >.< I went from Pre-K to Kindergarten 2, skipping Kindergarten 1 LMAO I'm so cool =P. Can't wait to go to classes during the Christmas break...the only thing is taking tests is gonna be a bitch especially with the teacher who doesn't even know who I am DX

Now to finish and catch up on my Japanese......my teacher told me I sucked at grammar soooo I have to hop on that and figure it out before it's all too late DX

Sadly the rest of the Miyavi tour got cancelled....but I'm surprisingly OK with it right now because that means he can go home see his wife and his baby and rest up. Reading all these things about his health and stuff was really upsetting. Especially some of his tweets made me go =( Miyavi take care of yourself~ So yea I'm fine as long as he gets so rest and take care of himself. Also hopefully when he reschedules it would be awesome if it could be in December, so I'll be home and the most expensive form of transportation will cost me $2.25 and there wouldn't be this whole-hop-on-a-bus-at-midnight-so-we-get-back-to-school-in-time-for-class-and-be-deprived-of-sleep-situation.

School's still a bitch and I'm so damn tired.....I already wanna go back to the city and sleep in my comfy bed <3

Yes I'm blogging at 1:40AM. I went to go see my adviser...basically I have no idea what I'm doing with my life at this point in time. He's telling me to go to Japan as soon as I can, but I don't feel like I'm mentally prepared for it. I mean being in Albany I want to go home like every other weekend and I know that when I want to go home I can. I'm a person that tends to get homesick if I don't know anyone or if I'm not with family. The only way I'm surviving Albany is Alize. So if I'm in Japan, a country I don't even know and have no friends or family around I can see myself being a mess. I know after a while you can get used to it and things would get better, but its the time before that that's scaring me. If I ever have a breakdown in Japan, I can't just hop on a bus and go home...let alone call home or something. I want to go...but I really don't know. Hopefully I can sort out my emotions by next year so that way I can apply for spring of Junior year. Plus I need to learn how to speak Japanese soon...before I fall even more behind just because I can't speak it. I understand every word that comes out of my teacher's mouth, but the idea of forming a proper and correct sentence just doesn't work with me....Once again...I'm studying...like always *sigh* all this studying and I feel like I'm not getting anywhere, it suuucks. Japanese and Korean are taking over my life. Next semester I'm hoping to get into all my classes that I'm applying for. If I do, I would end up with 19 credits hoping to make up for my lack of credits this semester >.<. My schedule is gonna be tight and sucky, but anything to help me progress and not fall behind. I refuse to not graduate on time =(

Japanese compositions are faaaail >.< Especially when I have no idea how to form a proper Japanese sentence. I think that's what sucks about my language skills...I can understand probably 90% of what you say to me...but for me to respond back, that's a joke >.<.

I think I need to bring back the overly organized person I used to be in Highschool...and the over psychotic do-well-in-school person from middle school in order to actually stop being lazy and stuff.....wahhhh

Just bought Miyavi tickets....the things I do for this man. Now to get through October when all my midterms and tests are so I can reach the 28th is the new goal ^__^

3Part plan:

1. Buy tickets -check-

2. Figure out a way to get back to the city -semi check-

3. Figure out how to come back to Albany before 8AM.....

btw...it's freezing in Albany
 

School sucks...counting down the days till October 16th when I get to go home for a weekend....then October 28th...Miyavi concert
can we say FUCK YES?

correction....i now have a roommate..poo

it's only the 3rd week of school...and I'm already feeling ew about everything >.<
1.I have no idea what's going on in Japanese...I've lost the ability to comprehend anything.
2. Korean..I wish we would be learning more grammar and vocab instead of learning it as it pops up in the discussion...at least i can read and write it now ^___^
3. Asian Cinema is stupid, because I can't write a thesis paper because I can't write a thesis statement because I have no idea how to make one.....and I need to write 3 of these....thank gorsh this class ends in October *Yay for 8 week courses*

oh...and my roommate never showed up...so for now I have the room to myself...although it gets creepy at night when everyone else is sleeping and I'm up in my room alone....

and everything about Dong Bang Shin Ki and 2PM is making my heart hurt....DBSK is going to be fine*that's what I think in my head* and 2PM should just be 6 members if Jaebeom doesn't come back...but I still feel like its incomplete without 7 of them.....

for both cases...

Ended up going to the city with the gang for dinner. Got Thai food, and was forced by Spot, Shivani, and Mario to speak Thai to the people when asking for things because they thought it was cool. So I kept calling over the hot waiter ^__^. Then after we headed to Bryant park to take pics and stuff. Mario gave me a piggyback ride which was fun and for some reason everyone was cracking up. He refused to put me down when I told him to and even when i had my feet on the ground he wouldn't let go of my legs so I was stuck. Walking towards the subway he gave me another piggyback ride but this time he pulled me up further and my jeans were not meant to stretch like that so i was like dude just put me down and he goes no it's fine. Then he tells me he pants were falling and he still wouldn't put me down. So I tried to jump off but since he wouldn't let go of my legs when I got to the ground I ended up laying on the ground with him sitting on me. But it was such a fun night....it just sucks that it started to rain.

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I'll always love the boys
I'll always believe in the boys
I'll never lose faith in the boys

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