rants, rants, and more rants

YAY Thai School

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Sun, 25 Oct 2009 21:01:37 GMT

Got registered into Thai school again....even though that means I have to do independent study and then go home to take midterms and finals. It's all worth it though, because I actually like going. The kids there are so adorable and its interesting to see non-Thai/Asian people there doing an epically awesome job learning ^^. But YAY for me now being in the first grade ^_^ I think it goes up to the 8th grade @_@ So many years left to go >.< I went from Pre-K to Kindergarten 2, skipping Kindergarten 1 LMAO I'm so cool =P. Can't wait to go to classes during the Christmas break...the only thing is taking tests is gonna be a bitch especially with the teacher who doesn't even know who I am DX

Now to finish and catch up on my Japanese......my teacher told me I sucked at grammar soooo I have to hop on that and figure it out before it's all too late DX

Aww...

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Thu, 22 Oct 2009 05:22:39 GMT

Sadly the rest of the Miyavi tour got cancelled....but I'm surprisingly OK with it right now because that means he can go home see his wife and his baby and rest up. Reading all these things about his health and stuff was really upsetting. Especially some of his tweets made me go =( Miyavi take care of yourself~ So yea I'm fine as long as he gets so rest and take care of himself. Also hopefully when he reschedules it would be awesome if it could be in December, so I'll be home and the most expensive form of transportation will cost me $2.25 and there wouldn't be this whole-hop-on-a-bus-at-midnight-so-we-get-back-to-school-in-time-for-class-and-be-deprived-of-sleep-situation.

School's still a bitch and I'm so damn tired.....I already wanna go back to the city and sleep in my comfy bed <3

Life = Confused

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Thu, 08 Oct 2009 05:50:58 GMT

Yes I'm blogging at 1:40AM. I went to go see my adviser...basically I have no idea what I'm doing with my life at this point in time. He's telling me to go to Japan as soon as I can, but I don't feel like I'm mentally prepared for it. I mean being in Albany I want to go home like every other weekend and I know that when I want to go home I can. I'm a person that tends to get homesick if I don't know anyone or if I'm not with family. The only way I'm surviving Albany is Alize. So if I'm in Japan, a country I don't even know and have no friends or family around I can see myself being a mess. I know after a while you can get used to it and things would get better, but its the time before that that's scaring me. If I ever have a breakdown in Japan, I can't just hop on a bus and go home...let alone call home or something. I want to go...but I really don't know. Hopefully I can sort out my emotions by next year so that way I can apply for spring of Junior year. Plus I need to learn how to speak Japanese soon...before I fall even more behind just because I can't speak it. I understand every word that comes out of my teacher's mouth, but the idea of forming a proper and correct sentence just doesn't work with me....Once again...I'm studying...like always *sigh* all this studying and I feel like I'm not getting anywhere, it suuucks. Japanese and Korean are taking over my life. Next semester I'm hoping to get into all my classes that I'm applying for. If I do, I would end up with 19 credits hoping to make up for my lack of credits this semester >.<. My schedule is gonna be tight and sucky, but anything to help me progress and not fall behind. I refuse to not graduate on time =(

Brain fart

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Sun, 04 Oct 2009 20:38:13 GMT

Japanese compositions are faaaail >.< Especially when I have no idea how to form a proper Japanese sentence. I think that's what sucks about my language skills...I can understand probably 90% of what you say to me...but for me to respond back, that's a joke >.<.

I think I need to bring back the overly organized person I used to be in Highschool...and the over psychotic do-well-in-school person from middle school in order to actually stop being lazy and stuff.....wahhhh

Excited

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Thu, 01 Oct 2009 17:17:35 GMT

Just bought Miyavi tickets....the things I do for this man. Now to get through October when all my midterms and tests are so I can reach the 28th is the new goal ^__^

3Part plan:

1. Buy tickets -check-

2. Figure out a way to get back to the city -semi check-

3. Figure out how to come back to Albany before 8AM.....

btw...it's freezing in Albany

안녕하세요

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Wed, 23 Sep 2009 04:14:38 GMT

School sucks...counting down the days till October 16th when I get to go home for a weekend....then October 28th...Miyavi concert
can we say FUCK YES?

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Wed, 16 Sep 2009 05:30:27 GMT

correction....i now have a roommate..poo

rawr

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Mon, 14 Sep 2009 21:55:50 GMT

it's only the 3rd week of school...and I'm already feeling ew about everything >.<
1.I have no idea what's going on in Japanese...I've lost the ability to comprehend anything.
2. Korean..I wish we would be learning more grammar and vocab instead of learning it as it pops up in the discussion...at least i can read and write it now ^___^
3. Asian Cinema is stupid, because I can't write a thesis paper because I can't write a thesis statement because I have no idea how to make one.....and I need to write 3 of these....thank gorsh this class ends in October *Yay for 8 week courses*

oh...and my roommate never showed up...so for now I have the room to myself...although it gets creepy at night when everyone else is sleeping and I'm up in my room alone....

and everything about Dong Bang Shin Ki and 2PM is making my heart hurt....DBSK is going to be fine*that's what I think in my head* and 2PM should just be 6 members if Jaebeom doesn't come back...but I still feel like its incomplete without 7 of them.....

for both cases...

~Always Keep the Faith~

Summer dinner

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Thu, 27 Aug 2009 05:49:31 GMT

Ended up going to the city with the gang for dinner. Got Thai food, and was forced by Spot, Shivani, and Mario to speak Thai to the people when asking for things because they thought it was cool. So I kept calling over the hot waiter ^__^. Then after we headed to Bryant park to take pics and stuff. Mario gave me a piggyback ride which was fun and for some reason everyone was cracking up. He refused to put me down when I told him to and even when i had my feet on the ground he wouldn't let go of my legs so I was stuck. Walking towards the subway he gave me another piggyback ride but this time he pulled me up further and my jeans were not meant to stretch like that so i was like dude just put me down and he goes no it's fine. Then he tells me he pants were falling and he still wouldn't put me down. So I tried to jump off but since he wouldn't let go of my legs when I got to the ground I ended up laying on the ground with him sitting on me. But it was such a fun night....it just sucks that it started to rain.

Everyone minus Jen, who took the pic

Bestest friends ever <33

Group pic YAY

Mario with me and Shivani

PIGGYBACK RIIIDE

And of course...the said cute Thai waiter ^^

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Thu, 20 Aug 2009 17:07:26 GMT

I'll always love the boys
I'll always believe in the boys
I'll never lose faith in the boys

둥방신기사랑해요

~Always Keep the Faith~
good luck today <3333

Tonight<3

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Mon, 10 Aug 2009 19:15:37 GMT

01. Tonight

[유노]
나의 손을 잡아요 나를 가득 안고서 가슴 깊이 기대어 둘의 체온이 스며들게

[최강]
참을 수가 없죠 그대 작은 떨림에 난 영원히 그대를 입고 oh baby
다신 벗고 싶어하지 않는다는 걸 알겠죠

[All]
Stolen my soul Stolen my heart 내 안에 그대가 너무나 넘쳐
숨을 쉴 수조차 없는걸요 내린 비를 맞은 아이처럼 대지 위에 뿌린 사랑처럼 tonight

([시아] 이른 아침 햇살의 따뜻함이죠 잠든 그대의 품 안에서..Oh yeah..)

[믹키]
Now I know why those people are saying 'Love is blind'
I believe my heart belongs to you. I love you more than... I do...

[시아]
내 가슴 안에서 그댄 마치 불덩어리처럼 하얗게 번져가고 있죠 모두 태워버려요

[믹키]
I love you When I saw you, when I touch you, when I feel you.. When I fall in love
끝이 없는 열정, 그댈 가진걸

[All]
Stolen my soul Stolen my heart 내 안에 그대가 너무나 넘쳐
숨을 쉴 수조차 없는걸요 내린 비를 맞은 아이처럼 대지 위에 뿌린 사랑처럼 tonight

([영웅] 살아 숨쉬는 내가 느껴지는 걸 내 몸 안에 충만한 그대..Oh yeah..)

[시아]
너무나 깊은 이 감정 도저히 감당할 자신이 없어요
내 마음속에 그대가 준 사랑이 점점 나를 삼켜가고 있는 걸

[영웅]
I know, our love is miracle...그댄 내 안에 고통을 낳고
아픔들은 점점, 환희를 만들죠 My love can be...

[All]
Stolen my soul Stolen my heart 내 안에 그대가 너무나 넘쳐
숨을 쉴 수조차 없는걸요 내린 비를 맞은 아이처럼 대지 위에 뿌린 사랑처럼 tonight

([영웅] 이른 아침 햇살은 내게 오는걸 잠든 그대의 품 안에서..Oh yeah..)

[All]
Stolen my soul Stolen my heart 내 안에 그대가 너무나 넘쳐
숨을 쉴 수조차 없는걸요 내린 비를 맞은 아이처럼 대지 위에 뿌린 사랑처럼 tonight

Translation by aheeyah.com

Take my hand, hold me tight, and take a rest in my heart so that
you might feel the heat simmering in.

I can't take it. Your small shaking makes me want to put you on
and never take you off.

Stolen my soul Stolen my heart, I'm filled with you so much that
I can't breathe. Like a small child caught in the rain. Like
the love sprinkled on the earth.. like tonight..

Your embrace is warm like the early morning sunlight.

Now I know why those people are saying "love is blind"
I believe my heart belongs to you. I love you more than I do..

Like a fireball you're spreading a fire in my heart.

I love you When I saw you, when I touch you, when I feel you
When I fall in love. You've got an endless passion.

Stolen my soul Stolen my heart, I'm filled with you so much that
I can't breathe. Like a small child caught in the rain. Like
the love sprinkled on the earth.. like tonight..

I can feel you living and breathing inside of me to the fullest.

I don't have the courage to face these deep feelings.
The love that you've given me is slowly swallowing me.

I know, our love's a miracle... You ease the pain in me
and slowly the pain becomes my delight.. My love can be.

Stolen my soul Stolen my heart, I'm filled with you so much that
I can't breathe. Like a small child caught in the rain. Like
the love sprinkled on the ground.. like tonight..

Your embrace is warm like the early morning sunlight.

Stolen my soul Stolen my heart, You're filled in me so much.
I can't breathe. Like a small child caught in the rain. Like
the love sprinkled on the ground.. like tonight..

Dong Bang Shin Ki

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Sat, 01 Aug 2009 15:41:04 GMT

Always Keep the Faith

....yea that's that slogan XD

Worrying

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Fri, 31 Jul 2009 18:57:45 GMT

Is it scary that I went to bed last night and dreamt about being at a Dong Bang Shin Ki concert? The scariest part was when they performed Love in the Ice. I heard it the clearest and loudest. I remember peices of the concert but Love in the Ice was the only one that seemed real. I even cried......Then I wake up to all this news about TVXQ Vs. SME and lawsuits. I agree with the boys though that a 13 year "slave contract" is way too long and exaggerated....apparently they aren't even getting paid half of the profits. I'm just scared as to what's going to happen to them and what's going to happen to the whole balance of the world *exaggerating*...but really if anything bad happens...it's going to be an upsetting day for 800,000+ fans. I just have to sit here and wait for the news to slowly enter my internet and wait for it to be morning in Korea for even more news.....This is going to be an upsetting couple of hours of waiting.......

People are f'ed up

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Fri, 31 Jul 2009 02:19:14 GMT

If you drive and hit a dog in the middle of the street....please have the heart, if not the balls to actually stop and call the cops or do something. Don't think that just because it was an animal you didn't have to do anything and just drive off and continue with your life. Some people hit a person and they stop...what makes a dog any different. I'm just upset my mom won't let me go out and play traffic conductor with my glow stick...even though my neighbor is already taking care of that.

Things like this really piss me off....

....now the situation just got awkward because Mister Softee just came by....playing his jingle...he stays on the corner for at least 30 mins.....

DBSK is stealing my munny ToT

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Mon, 27 Jul 2009 16:11:28 GMT

Ok so to keep track of how much money I really need due to DBSK feeling the need to release every single expensive item in the month of August.

First off...I need to pay my friend $33 for buying me a game. Then $19 for a friend's b-day present.

Then either my friends will buy me the DBSK photobook or the Mirotic Live Concert CD for my b-day. Photobook is $52. The CD is $15. THEEEN they release the all epic 6DVD box set All About Dong Bang Shin Ki Season 3....that comes with a poster if pre-ordered and that's $59. SOOO I've decided if I don't get the photobook then that'll be put on the back burner because my aim is the AADBSK <3 But since it's coming out the 17 it won't get to my house until the 30th and that means I'll be in Albany....but knowing that I have it will make me happy. *I'm not paying for fast shipping when I can get it for free =P*

Currently I have $7 to my name..........................................this is gonna be epic trying to find money.

....these guys make me cry myself to sleep because I have no money ToT

どうして～～

since I'm back home...

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Wed, 15 Jul 2009 15:43:17 GMT

2PM<3

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Wed, 08 Jul 2009 10:48:54 GMT

So on Sunday I decided to go see 2PM at the mall. After a whole week of weighing the pros and cons of going, I decided to go the day before ^^. So since I'm not overly insane about them a la Dong Bang Shin Ki I get to the mall at 5PM. It was supposed to start at 6PM...compared to DBSK there was a lot less people...but that could be because people were standing everywhere. The stage was set in the middle of the outside portion where 2 malls would connect. So people were standing outside in between, on the train station, and the food places like Red Mango charged a special price if people wanted to sit by the window to get a perfect view. It was raining pretty hard starting at 3PM so that was awesome fun. I stood outside for 2 hours and then went into the mall and found a place to stand on the second floor and I had a pretty good view of the stage. So 6PM rolls around and nothing 7 comes and nothing. I'm starting to get hungry and contemplate how much longer I should stay since I'm not psychotic. But then 8 the MC comes on stage and says that they're waiting for the rain to stop. The rain finally stops a 9 and 2PM comes out. By this time I moved down to the first floor because it was closer and a much better view. Since I was inside I didn't really hear what they were talking about, but I just kept taking pics ^___^ Jaebeom is so short compared to everyone else it's so cute ^^. Nichkhun was a cutie and their muscles were very....nice @_@ *faints*. They performed 4 songs from Hottest Time of Day and Again and Again *fancams FTW* So I'm pretty much ready to go home now ^^

Day 3...Last day

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Sun, 28 Jun 2009 17:36:03 GMT

I totally think today was so much more hardcore than last night.....the boys brought it tonight. There was a bigger amount of people in the pits...it looked so much more packed than last night. My seats were so far T.T but I could still see them when they came to the sides. Hug was a ball of hardcore....I felt like Jae was extra hyper or something today. I've come to accept that I can identify Changmin's dancing from far away...it's kinda awkward-ish, but cute....I think Junsu did a slight booty hop during Xiahtic.....DUCK BUUUUTT. Micky was cute with his piano solo again. *Red converse are hot...people I was with had binoculars* He asked us if he looked good...I answered HELL YEAAA. The crowed was a lot more hyped and loud today. We even did a giant wave through the whole place. The perf of Love in the Ice, Don't Say Goodbye, and Insa had me crying.....damn. Junsu was crying a little bit during Don't Say Goodbye I think. But at the end of Don't Say Goodbye, Yoochun turns to Junsu and sings "You are my everything" and smiling causing obvious fangirl screams. Jaeho obviously can't sing together, cuz we all go insane. Changmin's solos were awesooome. The english song was so much stronger today. *Yea kick me cuz I don't even know the name* Dance battle was hot shit....all the fangirls around me screaming for the girls to get off the stage...highly amusing for me
...yea I was pretty far >.< but this was a few minutes before it started.

The pretty ass project they had set up for Love in the Ice, Don't Say Goodbye, and Insa
In the end....we all stayed inside and sung Don't Say Goodbye....even while the people were taking the stage apart.....I really won't forget this weekend....shit was awesome....if I could ever see DBSK again...I'd most def go <3333 After this weekend...I'm positive I want to kidnap Changmin.

Day 2

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Sat, 27 Jun 2009 18:27:02 GMT

Concert = amazing.
Changmin's voice was amaaazing...he made me jizz in my pants HAHA XDD. Junsu was just a ball of hot. Micky's voice was awesome. Him playing the piano was pure sex. Before he started to play he talked to the crowd a little *in english*He was like "Are you having a good time? Then he made his way to the keyboard and asked us "What do you want to hear?" All you heard were screams and he asked again "What do you want to hear?" Then he played a little bit of a song I don't remember then stopped. Then he started to play Fox Rain/Like Weather then stopped. Then he played Love Bye Love. His voice was *melts*. They did the whole Wrong Number gun thing...awesome. Mirotic was awesome. They sung Hug rock version and Balloons Bosanova version.........their baby pictures were waaay too cute ^^. The Ha Ha Ha song was crack. Yunho molested Changmin during his part in Hug causing him to laugh, but it was cute. During Xiahotic Micky pops outta no where in a purple outfit and hip thrusts Junsu and leaves. At the end they sung The Way You are and Jae kept saying "One more time" So we sung the chorus again.He did the same for Somebody to Love. Sky was good *I'm still highly amused by there colored pants...reminds me of Gee* Then the last song was the most amazing thing ever.... where I was sitting Junsu ended up coming up on a raised platform, so we all made a mad dash for the area, but it was like 2 rows infront of me and i was on the edge any ways....So I'm standing a literal 5 feet away from him staring up at him like he's god...Damn it was awesome. His facial expression when he sings is so cute, he has like little twitches ^___^. I kept screaming Junsu I love you *yea I'm not a crazy fangirl all the time so cut me some slack*So yea watching him sing and screaming was awesome. Then he turns to face me and I'm in psycho fangirl mode I blow him a kiss and he fuckn winks......uhhhh can I please die happy now? Then he turns to these girls that taped together giant red glowsticks like half of a life saber and spelt out Xiah. He looked and it and was highly amused he smiled so hard...but sadly after that it was all over T.T oh well...I get to do it again gor one more night, but I'm gonna be upset if they change the person at the end....especially if it's Jaejoong or Changmin >.>I went to go wait for the van for like an hour.....and it was not right. THEY FOOLED US. They had like 5 vans set up and everyone is like OMG I wonder which van they're getting into. The the garage door opens and it turns out.......DBSK got into the van that was in the garage >.> I was decieved by dbsk wtf?

Day 1 of epicness

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Fri, 26 Jun 2009 17:15:16 GMT

Dong Bang Shin Ki = Gorgeous

Yunho: So much hotter irl
Changmin: Handsome as shit....my bias has shifted
Jaejoong: Wore glasses and was uber purdy....and hot
Yoochun: Sex on legs....and that is all
Junsu: Adorable even if he wasn't smiling at first

all in all......seeing them irl was pretty awesome. just upset it lasted 10 minutes. After waiting like 6 hours.

Coming Soon

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Wed, 24 Jun 2009 18:41:35 GMT

Excited excited....Finally the weekend I've been waiting for is approaching ^^. My cousin is coming with me to the Press con on Friday, so I need to figure out timing. I think Friday is the only day I need to actually get some place early. The plan is to get to the mall by 12 *but might be earlier depending on my cousin* Check every so often to see if there's a crowd growing *most people should still be in school at this time* If a crowd grows, find a spot and have one of us go to McDonalds and get food. Then wait for 5 PM when the boys should arrive. By that time I shall be tired and dehydrated, but it's ok cuz I have to take pics ^^

Saturday: They day I find out how Thai people work concerts....and buy stuff...whatever stuff I can get. Tickets are in the front...right by the stage *dies*

Sunday: First row tickets in the back...now that I think of it, it shouldn't be that bad...hopefully. But after Friday and Saturday I think Sunday wouldn't phaze me that much haha

HOMG

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Sat, 06 Jun 2009 11:13:30 GMT

After not swimming for 3 years....it's tiring as fuck. I only swam 4 laps...maybe the size of half an Olympic swimming pool and now I'm tired and dizzy. Shit I did not know that it would be that bad trying to swim x.x Now I know that I have to retrain myself...I used to be able to swim the whole pool with no problems...but by the time my second lap came around I was dead >.<

Then again the tiredness can be due to the fact that I woke up at 6AM today >.<

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Sat, 23 May 2009 22:46:03 GMT

Japan <333

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Sat, 23 May 2009 00:09:23 GMT

First night and time in Japan....and I'm obsessed about the spraying toilet. My cousin also pointed out to me that my eyes look so much more like a panda than they usually do...but I haven't slept well on the plane so :P

faithdabomb17@yahoo.com — Thu, 21 May 2009 00:59:25 GMT

I've decided to put my LJ on semi-F-lock...just cuz. Japan tomorrow, so I probably won't be on until Saturday or whenever I get to Thailand...unless I can get wireless in Japan <333